Q, patriot, holistic healer for humans and dogs. Certified in dogs. I'll speak my mind no matter what. Be nice or get lost.
I tell ya folks..i am done. I am tired of this fight, I am tired of being sick, in pain and suffering from the flu vax injury from 10 yrs ago. I question everyone and everybody in this fight...even Trump and Q. Trump has changed since he left office. not sure why. We also havent heard from Q since then either. That Mcafee account on Telegram that Juan says is Q..i do not believe that one bit. The shit that channel posts is off the wall weird shit.. i am pretty fed up with this entire shitshow and my life. i would be happy if God came back today and took me. I do not want to be here anymore..living in pain and misery. I am tired. my body cant take this life nor this fight anymore. I want out.
There are a lot of people that feel the way you do. Others will say to hang on, trust the plan, you are important, don't give up. Nice to hear but is it enough to help you get past the pain? I don't know, but I do wish you the best. Life is very difficult and the hype and let downs of this 'show', doesn't make it any easier. In fact, it may make it more difficult as 'knowing' isn't a panacea of happiness. Everyone has challenges to overcome and sometimes it does help to have people to talk to. Is there anything that any of us can to do help you in this moment?
It is a roller coaster for sure.
Nana has had more than one tell me they guess they wish they just didnt know at times when they were feeling very low.
They said "Hell if I didnt know I would be like the rest of these ppl just tra la laing around happy doing my everyday shit just like the ones still asleep are" " Hell the only ones suffering here are the ones awake to what is going on, the asleep ones are just no different that always"
Then they calm down and get past the hurt of it and get back in the battle.
Everyone needs a break from this shit.
If you dont take breaks and do things to take care of yourself, well it will be much more difficult.
It is unfortunate that it is taking so long.
Nana has thought we were at a point where we would have the precipice for weeks now too.
But when you think about it, what is the alternative to staying in the fight really?
