I’ve been fighting with myself for way too long, I imagine I’m not the only one. doing shit that makes sense in [their] system, but things I know to be unsustainable (a miserable day to day) just to ‘survive’ and stay afloat.
conflicted as fook, scared of change.
I know I’m wrong and can’t keep this up, just don’t know how to get right.
One day at a time. What can we do but stay afloat and survive?
I was also afraid of change, didnt know what to do until a few months ago. One day, I realized that I will be OK even if they took away everything: my job, my apt, my pension, everything. I will be OK, they cant touch my soul. That one is mine and I am taking it with me.
