"And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose." Romans 8:28
I went to church for a while, at first, ya know, I would just sit and tears would flow, it wasn't something that I was used to, uncomfortable, but I understood something new, I could share but no one wanted to hear it, not easy, im not here to whine, I found solid ground eventually, but at times, its still so overwhelming..... maybe others experience this, so I share, if so, you are never alone, and we stand side by side, no one above the other, Praise be to God in all things.
Same, when I tried to share no-one wanted to hear it or told me I needed to get professional help. I didn't go to Church, though I do love the energy of churches, I wanted to be alone with Nature. Would drive, at first to a lookout - it got too busy with people & traffic. Eventually I would go (after dark) to an off the main roads baseball field that had a lot of bushland around it, I felt safe letting my tears flow there. It was the only time I would go to the field. Hindsight does make me smile. 🙏
