Q mentions God so much. The Armor of God specifically. I question so much now, and my dad was a cop that became a preacher. So much fear was used in our church. I choose to believe that God loves us. Why would He create something He didn't love? But our real delimia is our real history IMO. We have been fed lies so long. What's left to trust? I trust God. I know 100% without a shadow of a doubt that I was led to this path by something way bigger than me. I can literally look back over my 56 years and see every moment that led me to right here, right now. Every decision, even the fooked up ones. We were chosen.