I am a man who has written many worthy things, and I have faithfully copied that which has been given me. Yet sadly, my efforts have brought me down; my clarity of vision has undone me. I have lived in a generation, which scorns truth and cannot bear the stress of the search. It derides the simple things and seeks only after vain pleasures.
“If people knew how hard I had to work to gain my mastery, it would not seem so wonderful at all."
-Michelangelo
...hang in there camper, what you do does matter, mainly dealing with matter (couldn't resist 😎) and it is good and it is indeed, appreciated (if not admired).