I think this kicks in today.

One can hope...that's all I have left. I am zapped of my joy, my energy, my motivation, these past few months have been personally some of the hardest. I cannot begin to imagine what Trump, Flynn, Lin Wood, Sidney Powell & so many others have had to deal with, I feel selfish for even saying this. I pray every day for the monsters to be brought to Justice, I pray for all who are fighting this battle of pure evil, & each day it seems to get harder & be further out of reach. Am I alone in this? I want my life back. Some days I wish I never took the red pill.

Think of it this way. it's like waiting to have sex until you're married.

Yeah, I wasn't so good at that. I have my good days & bad, ups & downs, never been through anything like this. There is nothing to base this on. Only hope.