i am starting to think i am good vibe adjacent. when everyone talking bout having energy "feeling it" excitement or what have you, i feel like im hit by a truck. moody and body aches, anxious and negative. when no one talking bout vibes i dont seem to feel like that? dunno whats up with that? i cant even lie to myself to make it change. veddy streng. i simply cannot "just raise my vibration" like folks suggest. that imho is trying to lie to myself. odd times for some of us i reckon.