I haven't once been scared or fearful of the so called "pandemic". Like many of you, I have stood strong and refused to comply and will continue to do so. I will be placed on unpaid leave on 2/21, and I am terrified of what this will do to me financially as I don't have anoyone to lean on and where to go from here. I spent 2 hours on LinkedIn lthis afternoon ooking at postings, and all I want to do is crawl in bed, pull the covers over my head and cry for days.

Thank you for letting me vent!