I feel the exact same way. I had a mini breakdown in late 2018 bc I could not handle seeing small children on tablets and mobile devices. Call me crazy but I kept talking about the exploitation of children so often my bf of three years ended our relationship. The Lord was preparing me for what was to come,, I never went along with any of the shenanigan's from day one, Lost my job for not agreeing to the masking, my church, family and friends, Still to this day cannot work outside my home bc of idiots.