I am good but so much thanx for your love on this...but I view death considerably differently.
I loved him dearly, oceans of memories with him growing up. But the man harbored many demons as he reached adulthood and sometimes I wondered if just being alive "mentally hurt" for him sometimes if you know what I mean. He was one of the most genius level people I ever met, went to Mexico and in three months came back speaking, reading, and writing such fluent Spanish you would never know he was a white guy talking till you saw it for yourself. Even understood the regional slangs etc. from Mexico!
But he was a "mad genius"...we all (bros and me w/friends) wrote/sang many songs together we will still keep alive that he wrote with us...
I told him to tell Mom hi for me and give her a hug since I can't...