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Most Days I wish I was a 'normal' person.
Life would be much easier.
I hear you.
"Give me back that blue pill"
There are times when I am doing some normal activity like I don't see the chaos around me and I feel guilty - like I should be prepping or doing SOMETHING besides pretending that everything is okay..
But I can do it because - no matter what happens. GOD WINS.