I use to have 10k followers on twit, used it to raise funds for people in need, assemble mass prayer groups for those who requested prayer. Now I feel... maybe made to feel; small, irrelevant, insignificant, uneeded without it.
I feel as if, if I don't have one I'm just not part of the cool kids group. So here I sit on the outside looking in ... again .. story of my life. Always the outcast, the lone wolf. I'm so tired of being alone all the time. I can only pretend to be tough alone for so long. I'm a friendly, kind, sweet loving being and I miss having friends!
There I said it. *sigh* 😞

so you mean alone online, on twit,
b/c it seems you have a circle of good
friends, plus a beau... but i hear you!!!

it's a solitary time for me as well,
like my voice was taken away
when my FB account was permanently
suspended, and when i opened a new
one, it wasn't the same thing after
the 'divide' happened re Trump followers
and libs, who made up the majority of
my friend base, as it were

i like the solitude but at times it gets
lonely... waiting on the will of Heaven it seems

you will have likely an even bigger chance to help
others soon, maybe after this big shakeup
Revelations thing, when it's 'regrouping time' ...
you have so much to offer !!! thanQ for
being here and expressing🤗😍😊

Thank you for loving me sister even when it's hard to.

that's sometimes when it's the easiest,
i guess bc the human soul seeks to
understand and embrace pain

love you 💗