I am right there with you. The Vatican destroyed lots of the bible to make it fit their narrative. Now we know they are the route of evil ,it all makes sense.
Not liking gays makes God less capable of love than an ordinary human mother. We all love our children without conditions, so why would God not be the same.
I once told Mormon missionaries who asked me if I would attend their church that I was always in God's church, he created the natural world not buildings.

I understand, but I am not sure we can say where he is or is not.
We all have a God spark inside of us and we need to clean our earthsuits up to physically allow the reconnection to happen. He is inside of each one of us.
To say that that one persons sin is worse than any other persons sin would be well, Nana doesnt think is a very good thing to do. If you really want to go there you might start by what exactly does God say sin is? Is man's Bible version the correct definition of sin, which religion? Which Bible version? Who wrote it? Where did they get info?Who decided? What does God say?

I've told people for years, I'd rather be out in the world living, thinking about god than in a church thinking about being out in the world living.

Yes, you do not need a church to talk to God, he is with and within you - always