i cant find a direct answer... since i had covid last year, can i get tested for antibodies? and if so...would i still be forced to take the vaccine?! im so scared for my family rightnow 😥😥😥

If you have had it your protection is better than any vaccine could ever give you. Your immune system, and your family's, is the best protective force you can get.
Here's a link to the paperwork for exemption from the vaccine.
I, personally, will never be accepting the jab...and hopefully no one else in my family.
https://news.gab.com/2021/07/29/important-download-covid-vaccine-religious-exemption-documents-here/

Hope this works for you...so much is being blocked...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=On5RYFbcxWY