people say i am one of the nicest people they know. what they dont know is the hell i have been through in my life. my childhood was really scary and abusive. i have been hungry and cold many times in my life. ithought i found love/married, only to find out he was narcissist who only loved himself. emotionally abused for 24 yrs of marriage. he divorced me for trophy wife 20yrs younger. went bankrupt, lost my home, my friends, my church. was injured working in the cardiac cath lab and became disabled, lost 1/2 my income. lost my dad after a year long struggle with CHF in 2019. it was ugly death and i was his caregiver. he was a mean mean patient. caught COVID December 2019. January 2020 diagnosed with Stage 4 ovarian cancer, no surgeon would operate in my state because COVID. May 2020 had surgery, tumor had ruptured waiting, cancer everywhere. Stroke in surgery, lost sight R eye. Chemo from hell. cant drive or live alone. BUT GOD NEVER LEFT MY SIDE! cancer free and eternity secure!