I almost fell back asleep. I lost hope but decided to look to God. I downloaded a verse app and went to the beach. I read up on my first daily verse. Read it more. Wanted to hear the words so i listened to it. And it brought me to tears. As if he was screaming he wanted me to feel Isaiah 41. DO NOT FEAR. I AM WITH YOU. I AM YOUR GOD. I WILL STRENGTHEN YOU. You will thresh the mountains and crush them, and reduce the hills to chaff.

I am awake. Please give this a listen. https://www.biblegateway.com/audio/mclean/niv/Isa.41?interface=amp