i grew up in a family that was religious but drugs slowly pulled that union apart. i understand the power of prayer but i have trouble doing so. it's personal programming. my question to you all I how did you become me more consistent? sometimes when i pray i feel a deep down... I'm unworthy, and shouldn't take his time away from those who are, and it discourages me. to the point where I can't bring myself to start. i need a change of mindset. i need support in a spiritual manner. i used to find this support in religious institutions but i have distrust towards them as well. i believe.. i just have been having alot of issue really forming that connection still. but i believe. i have faith, and do what i must to keep going. i just have issues with a full turn, because i feel unworthy of such change inside of me. what can i do?

The moment we all ask God to be our one and only God and accept His invitation of Life Eternally with Him, and know thqt He sent His Son to die for us on the cross long before we were ever born is the moment His Holy Spirit cones to live in all our hearts. Amazing He is alive and living in all of our hearts that accept Him..at the same time. He is alive and well in your heart this second and mine at this same second. To me that is so amazing He is everywhere and hears us all at the same time. There is the scripture pray without ceasing. i think thats in 1Thessalonians maybe 5:18, But instead of thinking of prayer and maybe the mind thinking big..how about just talk to Him as you would your closest family member or best friend. Yes, He is the Holy One but He also is our Friend and Counselor. Thats what He wants to be. So just start talking to Him. Of course when no words come to my heart at times, I just say His name Jesus Jesus Jesus. But maybe for you just talking to Him..