My desire is that you grasp the realization that my consort Sophia, the Source of the Earthly Mother, began this process of becoming on this plane,” replied the Redeemer. But the Eloheim took the chaos of Sophia’s creation and organized it into the world you know. They placed a veil between the immortals and those who follow them. When you passed through that veil from the presence of the Eloheim, you forgot all that you knew. You began life as a child of the Earthly Mother. You did not know your Father, nor did you remember his Love for you. Still, his Light is within you, and it calls you until you awaken to his Love. Then you see that the world of the Earthly Mother, for all its beauty and desirability, is only a shadow of the world of your Heavenly Father. You search for the gate to his world, and as you search, you encounter the Son of Man, for the Heavenly Father is the Man of Holiness and the Man of Counsel, and the gate into his presence is through the Son of Man.

IF the GOOD LORD IS WILLING, i wish to be enlightened to the WHOLE TRUTH, because i know that there is a whole lot more that i don't know or understand!

Can you comment as to whether this would be a good source as a place to begin my research?

The Nag Hammadi Library
The Sophia of Jesus Christ

Translated by Douglas M. Parrott
The translation of "The Sophia of Jesus Christ" (also sometimes titled,
"The Wisdom of Jesus Christ") is derived from two separately preserved copies of the text.
The first copy is in Nag Hammadi Codex III (NHC III); a second copy of this text was preserved in the Berlin Gnostic Codex. A third fragment of the text in Greek was also found among the Oxyrhynchus papyrus documents. Thus we have three distinct copies of this scripture attested from three separate ancient sources, two in Coptic, one in Greek. In the translator's comments below, sections of the text supplied from the Berlin Gnostic Codex are identified with the notation, "BG".

The Redeemer replied, “I want you to realize that every person born onto the mortal plane since its beginning has been an animal. Everyone begins life as an animal, but some become aware that they can be more than animals. Only these become truly human. Of those who become human, only a few go on to discover their innate divinity. Those who cultivate this divinity become divine. They are no longer just anthropos, but Divine Anthropos. These are the ones who have discovered their origin, for I have descended from the realm of Light to reveal the Source of all things. This is the Divine Father and Mother, which are the Source of all that exists on the mortal plane. They have sent me, their Firstborn Son, to bestow the keys of knowing them on those whose hearts are pure. I speak of what I know, for I have descended from the Father and Mother of Lights to make this gnosis available to mankind.

What i believe is that which is written as follows,
Galatians 1:8-10 Amplified Bible
8 But even if we, or an angel from heaven, should preach to you a gospel contrary to that which we [originally] preached to you, let him be condemned to destruction! 9 As we have said before, so I now say again, if anyone is preaching to you a gospel different from that which you received [from us], let him be condemned to destruction!

10 Am I now [a]trying to win the favor and approval of men, or of God? Or am I seeking to please someone? If I were still trying to be popular with men, I would not be a bond-servant of Christ.

i also believe,
2 Timothy 3:16 Amplified Bible
16 All Scripture is God-breathed [given by divine inspiration] and is profitable for instruction, for conviction [of sin], for correction [of error and restoration to obedience], for training in righteousness [learning to live in conformity to God’s will, both publicly and privately—behaving honorably with personal integrity and moral courage];

Gnostic Christianity is a Way of Life based on the original teachings of Jesus Christ. A gnostic is a person who believes that salvation is gained through the acquisition of divine knowledge or gnosis. Gnostic Christians believe that the knowledge necessary for salvation has been revealed through Jesus Christ. Gnostics recognize that this world is subject to powers of darkness that distort our concept of reality. As Jesus explained, "The shadows of this world are perceived by mortals, and they think they know the Truth, but the Reality which casts the shadows is hidden from them, and they do not perceive the Light." (Sayings 2:2)

When gnostics speak of salvation, they mean being freed from these illusions of darkness so that they can perceive Reality. As Jesus said, "I tell you the truth when I say that only when you perceive shadows as shadows, and search the Light, will you perceive the Reality which is God."

You wrote that Jesus said, "I tell you the truth when I say that only when you perceive shadows as shadows, and search the Light, will you perceive the Reality which is God." Would that be in the Gospel of Thomas and IF not, where can i find IT?
And YOU just wrote, As Jesus said BUT YOU also wrote, not Jesus (Roman creation) Jupiter-Zeus and just to be clear i am well aware that Jesus is a roman creation but SO called christians who have been deceived by religion DO NOT know that CHRIST REAL TITLE IS YESHUA Ha MASHIACH!
i would LOVE to share my journey of how ALMIGHTY GOD has turned my life of darkness into one of LIGHT but it would take an entire book! In short, i chose to build my life on the foundation of TRUTH, THE ROCK, (FAITH IN GOD'S WORD,CHRIST) rather then on the sand (lies) and it cost me the best job in the world and a beautiful wife BUT it has also taught me that material things do NOT matter, people are what matter and the person who has hurt me the most i LOVE the most!