Find family..its EVERYTHING. Time to regroup, ARMOR UP, wear those twitter tours like badges of honor and fight all the harder!! GOD WINS!!!
A lifelong friend, that has been picking on me since I was 5 years old, just passed away in a hospital on remdesevir and a ventilator. Instead of improving and getting better, they watched him decline and die. I pray every damn one of those doctors and nurses involved pay some consequences for doing nothing to intervene and try saving these people who come in there hoping for HELP and get NONE. Im so angry I could punch EVERYTHING.
I'm praying for you and the family. You are not angry, you are filled with righteous indignation.