Find family..its EVERYTHING. Time to regroup, ARMOR UP, wear those twitter tours like badges of honor and fight all the harder!! GOD WINS!!!

So...it is now day 13 of this...flu...my whole family excluding my sister and her kids are all really sick. No docs...scared of doctors...a friend of mine is flipped on his stomach, heavily sedated, on remdesivir and a vent in ICU right now. I fear they would do that to me. So I wont go.
Its not getting better...just different/worse every day. I cant handle the panic attacks that come along with it anymore. I need help. Ive been taking quercetin..and honestly, I thought Id feel better already. But I don't. Im seriously considering going to the feed store for ivermectin. Does anyone know how much of that a 46 yr old male and female would take? Im getting desperate and this has been a scary adventure that I really want to be over. I cant afford online docs...so that really only leaves this option. If anyone has done it and knows whats up or can explain in a way Id understand, I would be ever so grateful. Thank you in advance?

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In response Shelly Mahany to her Publication

Relatives that were very ill were prescribed Ivermectin and recovered VERY quickly. They also used hydroxychloroquine, antibiotics and zinc. oh, and dandelion tea!