i feel like sometimes the universe works against me. such things keep hapening. but i have to remember i have a lot of baggage that must be worked on. i thank my lord. i assure him i love him. i do what i can. i close my eyes and turn on the one who knows what to do. i turn on my spirit. who shows me what must be done. I can't exlain how.. i just have answers that help in that time. i just have to keep in mind that growth is for a spirit such as mine because i understand these negativities will not pull me back down to what i was but instead will act as a strength that can only happen when full submission to our good lord happens. this is the most important lesson friends.. it is your perception of the moment that will submit what you grow to be. jever give in and keep your chins high. i am.... perceptive.. i see you my loves..