[fear] - the mental concern of what may happen in a future event, for the most, engineered by our own emotional reaction, fear is what roots you and stalls the mental recognition of actual present moment, this is born out of self preservation, survival instinct, becoming aware of your own personal emotional reactions to a fear based event will set you free of it, under fire, in any form will illustrate this fact if you can hold the line and be present to this moment, [they] know you better than you know yourself, and they use this in order to push you deeper into the cattle grid, learn the concept of presence, understand yourself and how you react to everything around you, become the true lurker, become the watcher of self ... only then will you take your first steps of freedom. or sit forever in this cave of darkness ...

i love you all,

you can do this ...

Z