I completely get you. I was thinking today..."Girl what is wrong with you?" I think it got to complicated with so much crazy crap added onto it all. I have been super depressed. I told everyone about the pedo's and the pope and mother Teresa, I told about Jr, and Princess Di, etc. Everyone wanted to believe me. They tried. But then people here were rude as well. It's like I got it from all sides, because I wasnt't rah rah rah, yeah, the earth is flat, and yeah, you deny me my religiion, and yeah, my kids are going to die because they stopped believing me and took the vax, and yeah, I was publicly humiliated, and yeah I was called selfish, because I wanted all of the lies to end, I wanted Jr, to actually appear, and all of the med beds to be real, I didn't want to be hit by NIbiru, and yeah, the lock downs went on and on and yeah, my friends son committed suicide,and yeah, I can't go to church, but of course I am selfish because I forget everyone else is going through it too.