In terms of beliefs between a husband and a wife it could be worse. I am sorry about your wife. You are awake for a reason. Awake to me means many things. First is your relationship with Christ. He will show you more truths. I am praying for you patriot! I have been through a divorce it is a mess. I can't imagine if I had been married for as many years as you and your wife. I will keep praying. God can open her eyes still to truth. I thank you for not giving up and staying in the fight!