When you are the outcast in your family and no one takes anything you say seriously. Tells you they are just doing it because they want to protect their fellow man. Tells you vaccines are good to stop virus. When you explain India got their #'s down with ivermectin and Hydroxychloroquine you get laughed at and told "yeah whatever so no one died from covid. Keep listeing to lies". It becomes hard to even speak your thoughts and opinions. It becomes difficult to even want to try any more. So you are left feeling like you are crazy and worthless and alone. My mom hung up on me because I won't get the vaccine. My husband laughs at me and my brother tells me not getting kids vax'd is like handing a two year old a gun to play with. So how does one handle feeling this alone?