I love this. Just when I wonder why I am I here? So many things taken from me. But way more thngs given at the times I feel alone I remember God made me for a reason. He built a strong warrior to build am amazing strong group of warriors to help in any small way to make this planet a better place for those who come after us. My new motto be kind but take no shit. It has caused me to leave my job because of unfair treatment I would no longer put up with to myself and my staff. My boss now has the whole office to run with staff that do not like her and definately do not respect her and she really has no idea what I did at my job but she will soon find out. She will need 3 people for the work I did and that is on her.Now I am praying for God to show me my new path but I need rest for now.

I hear you.
We were meant to feel alone, the Gatekeepers fed us pissed on breadcrumbs and we followed and ate them up.
People saw through our claims back in the day but we, and still many, cannot or could not.
My life as a head chef taught me that being a selfish, controller was my fathers way and after my last breakdown i found peace.
My crew were happy, our work levelled up and the profits flew in.
Greed took form and that was that but i always succeeded..but never for me.
If i spoke, before, of my theories, Nibiru, aliens, UFO's, Fake moon, police state, shadow this that and Mrs Miggins postman's cats uncle 7,598 times removed..and as you have worked out they suddenly became allergic to my mouth noises.
I learned the Icke n Jones hard way, once i saw them..i saw them all, still the new crew tickle my curiosity but only to watch over incase they are 'at it'.
G-d..not sure but i do believe in us and fight for love.
If it/he exists, im on that side.