Don't feel bad about that, there has been a real effort to turn us all into sitting ducks like those poor students they use as examples. Those guns are why we haven't been put into those camps they built for us. If they ever took our guns we are done. The reason why our real history is so supressed. It is why our founding fathers set up our constitutional Republic, Not a Democracy. In a democracy you get the illusion of choice but government rules the people. We the people are the boss in a republic. Not them! That explains it all. They've been turning the lions and eagles into lemmings begging for destruction.
What we are witnessing lately is exactly why we have our second ammendment. And what arms does it allow? Anything that could be used against you, you have the right to defend against too. They can't face us unless we have been subjugated. They are afraid of us. That makes them very dangerous.