Joey, no, you're not wrong - you are so right! This all took my family from me, as well. My siblings, my parents, my children and my spouse (26 yrs). I get it! And every day this plays out, waiting to wake up the brain washed is excruciating. But in this process I am reminded we come to this world alone and we leave alone - except God is always with us. I have found my anger and frustration does not serve me in any way, and have come to rely only on God. I don't want to need anyone - just God - this has helped. You will be in my prayers, Joey. I am so sorry for your pain and aloneness. Speak to God, he will hear you. Find comfort in knowing the truth will come out - just not in our timing. Hang in there fellow Patriot - we are in this together!