At the End of the Day. In my 20's in the 1990's and 2000's, I was out networking and partying like every generation was in their 20's. I was trying to live my dream being a professional sports baseball pitcher after succeeding in high school. Elbow problems led to Guitar and Rock Band dream and had some success. Had incredible fun in NOLA around 1999 - 2003. Approached 29 years old and left that dream to realize that I had to make money in this system and concentrate on future. Always paid essential bills to move forward and succeed. Go golfing with my buddies, etc. Around 2009 - 2011, things started happening and a shift. I never took a day off from watching Infowars and Project Camelot and branching out like a motherfucker. So many incredible truth websites and researching like a madman. I was living in this Alternative that was telling the truth but the normal mainstream news was incredibly proving to myself that "We have a big problem here"! Around 2015/16 I was "All In