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The grief is hitting me hard today. I know its just an illusion, but a powerful one, and it hurts.
Hang in there. It’s just an observer and someone who hasn’t been around all that long, I feel your pain. It’s tough to grasp. But everyone here seems really nice and more than willing to help. So hang in there we’ll all get through this together.