Dear Lord, thank you for giving me courage, intelligence and empathy, for not being persueded by propaganda and lies. I know you are with me always. You are my intuition, and my sunlight. I knew from a little boy I was here in this time for a reason, your reason, and I know you will continue to guide me on that path. I went from a very serious potential drug habbit, satanic music and general hate of people, to a man of God willing to give my life to save another. You saved my soul. This is is all you, my father.. Thank you for never letting me stay asleep. I can not wait to give you the warmest hug, and I know i will burst into tears and cry on your shoulder. I will never lose you again.