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If I can offer you just one piece of advice it would be to pray.
Pray because God really does exist. Pray because it sends help to you or whatever you pray about. That help may not save a life but it will make the death much easier, much more peaceful. Pray because it calms your spirit and gives you strength to know there is something much greater than you. Pray because it renews your faith because in the end faith is everything.