Same thing with me...gave vaccines in family practice settings and clinics for years. What got me was, as an ardent American Red Cross nurse, giving shot after shot to my community during the H1N1 epidemic, thinking I was helping my fellow man...yada, yada, yada...then, I too, read an actual insert..researched about the organ cells, aluminum and mercury...never got a sufficient answer from doctors, pharmacists or anyone else I questioned about why they were in there. I now regret every injection I gave to others as well as allowing the barbarism to be perpetrated on MY OWN CHILDREN. If I knew then what I know now, I would have been an anti-vaxxer a long time ago. Watching and reading Del Bigtree, Larry Cook, etc. blogs & videos gave me so much ammo to share with other Moms, I feel, gives some sense of redemption. I HOPE IT IS ENOUGH for my LORD.