Being red-pilled really sucks! Everything I thought I knew turns out to be upside down and inside out. The worse part of it is that once I understood my perception of reality has been a lie, then where do you go from there?
Please don't respond with about how much God cares or loves me or how I'm here for a reason. The real disease to being red-pilled is questioning whether or not everything I've been taught to believe about God is probably a lie too.