@sonapollo
Idk Nana is not afraid tho. meeting ppl from other planets and other species will be such an amazing thing I think. If you think that we are the only living beings in all of the millions of universes, well damn you just are not living in reality! Maybe I should be afraid of some of them but they are no worse than satan and God has got me there so I think he has me period. I dont think ALL of any race of ppl are bad or ALL are good.

God's will!
He threw me back once already so I feel like I have had 40 more yrs already than doctors thought I should have had any way. By all medical rules I should have died in 1981.
40 extra yrs is a heck of a gift from God to me so when ever he decides it is time for this earthsuit life to end, Nana is ok with it.
WHen you loose the fear of dying and the fear of the unknown of death, life changes drastically. NO FEAR! Joy ensues!