Everything is Connected. Be the light. Be the change.
There is no excuse for this. I'm finding it increasingly difficult to have empathy for those still in a slumber. It's going to take everything I have within me to forgive them. I pray every night for the Lord to keep softening my heart, because i can feel it hardening and that's just not who I am, nor who I want to be.
My sister refuses to discuss anything negative, anything at all. She's older so I have had to learn to deprogram myself of this habit. I still have moments when I want my blue pill back.
Regarding various tests of faith, possibly your future will involve teaching others how to forgive. Exercising that muscle now in a less chaotic environment may give you the opportunity to join it to your DNA, so it becomes second nature.