Of creation as well as my own gifts that I can use.

It was like being thrown into a war sometimes without any training or equipment at all, the only thing possible was to freestyle it.

It was one of these times I my then GF got spiritually raped from a very scary lizzardlike being that we both could see.
I could do nothing about the rape as I did not know it happened. We were taken into different experiences.
I was taken to the "Alien courtroom" to judge (I hade no clue what happended suddenly I was there and everything was wierd and I just had ....