After destroying my life with addictions and God saving me from hell i decided to devote my life to Serving God. It's been my strongest desire to remind others of Gods eternal love and tender mercy. To be honest when i decided to serve the Lord life got a whole lot easier and much simpler because nowi dont have to be part of the rat race or store up treasures on the earth whch is time consuming . I dont have to keep up with the Jonses or "climb the corproate ladder" I just have to be me and be kind because that is what makes me happiest. So yes know you are loved and always have been. ;-)