yes it has always been that way. it is deep. very dark and evil.. BUT with that said our intention must be strong positive and powerful as that is what keeps it going forward, negative comments of what those who think its just too long, are apparently unaware of the whole picture.and just want to grumble.. we have days when we are weary. get off here and go for a walk if able. clean your house, watch that beautiful snow come down to cover the filth of this land. be thankful to God you are still here. just saying. we all need a boost. this is not judgement this is help coming your way..blessings today will be a better day for you..