Asking for prayer. My spirit is willing, but the body just keeps throwing me issues. Still have the irregular beats at times, holding off chronic sinus with colloidal spray & wearing the breath right strips at tonight to open the blocked nasal passages from my broken nose, today the feet/ankles or hands aren’t too bad, but I ate something that pissed off my IBD first of the week & mild to mild+ pain is a constant in addition to the pinching nerve under my right shoulder blade.
The little Dutch boy ain’t got nothing on me as I’ve got no more fingers or toes to plug leaks with.
I haven’t had a day off in 5 years or more with caring for my animals. Along with trying to help my mom some. Until I can afford & find help myself, the future won’t change.
I have thought a couple times today, how nice it would be to just be asleep so deep you couldn’t wake up for a month or two. Not meaning it in a bad way, just thinking maybe the body might reset with a deep unplugging from my life.