I believe mine was from the age of 5. I have always known that the world we live in wasnt right. From foster home to foster home, one life to another I began to realize that the cookie cutter life on tv was the lie. That the life I was living and the horrors of my child hood was the truth being hidden from everyone around me. The conspiracy theorist were always my truth tellers, the only sense made out loud that connected with me. Society took that truth from me for awhile now...being Awake again has made it very clear to me what comes next. WWG1WGA!!!