I find the alone-ness or isolation is the hardest part.
LOLLLL but it has always been the path...of truth.
(NOT the easy path .. character & values required.)

I think what COV did was make clear as much as we desire those we love to be on the same wave length.... it isn't that way now.

I suspect not noticing this was tied to gradual change...not deception.

I also hope love bridges differences...maybe.

Now I see once close friends avoiding the truth ... includes avoiding me.

I miss the laughter.

i just miss them but i cant be fake. i can be tolerant a few minutes only.