I would say with that question, you are starting to get it. All of this is bigger than what you see on the surface. At this point there are no real answers, no one who talks about it, actually knows anything. That wouldnt make it much of a secret would it. What you are going to find now is all you can do is research and see thru it...not at it. Trust who you are...no matter how far out there it seems. Understand that nothing is what it seems and for the most part..if it looks like a duck, and quacks like one....