OMG!. how beautiful. congratulations. God has blessed you with two miracles.. i am so so happy for you both and your babies. enjoy each day. let your intuition guide you for what is right for your children. your decisions not anyone elses.. listen to a momma you respect with 5 kids. she will know how to keep you calm and enjoy each day. two is a lot of work but sooooo rewarding. may your lives be wonderful forever..