I could only listen to 3 seconds of the fake ? ? ? Being a wife that lost her husband after 46 years, I know 1st hand you do not act like that...1st you are numb-God protects us this way-He sends his Angels down to put their arms around us for as long as needed-mine are still with me after 11 years-This is Faith & Trust in God-You have no clue what is going on around you, you are not in denial but you are protected - you can't focus on anything - you meet people and don't even remember-as the MONTHS go by you start to function - this was a show & nothing more - not even a good actress - sorry not sorry