I am done, Fini, the end.
Tired of the horrible infighting here.
People saying they want the Epstein files
released RIGHT NOW as if that will fix EVERYTHIING.
People being against each other,
I can't take the stress anymore.
I'm too sick, too weak, can't walk, can't eat,
lost 14 pounds, been sleeping 10 to 15 hours a day.
Why? because if I sleep, I don't feel pain.
This pain is worse than ever, so bad that
it's just unbearable.
While AU has some absolutely wonderful people,
I'm just too tired now to try to separate
the wheat from the chaff. That sounds arrogant, sorry!
I want to give up, yet I know I won't.
I thought about asking AU for prayer but
many need prayer more than I.
You see, I'm in constant prayer, 'walking'
and talking with God.
I believe Jesus is my constant companion-
if Jesus wants me healed, I'll be healed.
And when He knows I'm ready, He will heal me.
I wonder what He thinks of my tirade!
I guess I'll ask for forgiveness now

I have been praying for you daily. Keep the faith. The Lord is with you. You influence more people then you know. We need you here. Will redouble up on my prayers. God Bless and keep you safe. Love and hugs sent your way. 💗🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

Thank you so much. I don't even know what to say. I'm really distressed because my family is coming for a visit in a week. I just want to be ok for them.