I did say thou many of us indigo children, empaths whatever we truly are, we are holding the masses up, but many are weak and tired from battle, this is going on way longer than we anticipated, also ill from the poisons we are being absorbing, we are helping but it's also at a cost to us, we expected a battle but not this length of time, I remember snippets of how it ended but perhaps this is the reason why it's taking so long to ensure, every man women and child that could be saved is being. And so the lengthy one is being applied, something recently must have happened as well cause I've felt truly weird like my energies are split and that I feel in 2 places, weird but can't explain the sensation properly other than that, like on a 3 legged chair again & I can't explain any other way. There's been a timeline shift or something similar.