Christianity is Satanism. There's no other way to explain it. People don't embody Yeshuas teachings. It's all fake.
passionate patriot, anon, truther and lover of the Creator and the PLAN,, God bless our President and all those White Hats back to 1963 ,
as i have heard over and over. your soul does not know which side is right or wrong. it only knows what you think and focus on making it a future for you... just maybe this is the reason you cannot get out of your rut.. negative thoughts create negative results... thats how it works. good luck to you in that thinking... most of us pray for you to see the light.. guess your just not ready yet.. you will. when your ready..blessings.
God Bless the United States for America; Donald J Trump is my President (for which I am deeply grateful) and Jesus is Lord! GOD WINS
Study with a Seventh-Day Adventist Church for a month & see if you feel the same.