my brother died yesterday. he had bladder cancer plus diabetes and other serious health issues and was almost done with his chemo. He was sick all day throwing up and my family thought he caught a bug. someone checked on him and took his laundry to the laundromat so he would not have to wash it, and when they came back from the laundromat he was gone and passed away. the ambulance did not even take him to the hospital, but straight to a funeral home. only blessing is that they did not want an autopsy.

yes he had the poison vax. So it looks like he got the turbo cancer. after the vax.

I feel horrible. I had a bad feeling this might happen after he got the vax cux he got blood clots and had to have surgery so he would not lose his foot.

So it's been a rough few years and I am only glad that he is not suffering any more. Effing doctors were constantly wanting to do things to him.

I hope my parents came to get him into his next life in heaven.

so nothing feels right today

Oh Patriot! I am sorry!
REALLY SORRY!
I am glad with you that the pain for him is done...hoping with you his homecoming was so special! So joyful!
One of my twin sisters took it and is gone too,,same thing..Turbo.

I have a gift she gave me years ago..it means so much more to me now..she didn't usually bother with gifts...like God knew there would be a time it would matter more!
Patriot Have you heard of John Burke he wrote: IMAGINE HEAVEN..it is an account of Near Death Experiences..it took the author 30 years to write it...finding where it lined up with different accounts of other NDE survivors and God's Word. It might be comforting for you.
He is on utube too.
Hope it may give you comfort..in this uncomfortable time!
It has helped me to IMAGINE!
💛 You are not alone..God is the God of all comfort...Lord touch him with you and give Patriot your peace that surpasses understanding, Your Peace Lord!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8pdzaKbObbM

💖💖💖💖💖🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 ty for your words

Patriot..your experiences are NOT waisted nor sorrows...have to have a purpose though they will all be washed away!
Often think about "Jesus was acquainted with sorrow & suffering a man that others hid their face from." He knows what it is to hurt and feel more deeply. "He draws near to the broken hearted..to you!"
These times are tuff on the heart.. Was amazed when The Word talks about "Dry places" in our heart...He knows Patriot!
He is and cares...have to believe somehow these deepening hard times carve compassion in us that give us a glimpse of how much He feels for us as God when we feel for those we love & miss!
I am watching John Burke now...I get happy thinking about Heaven that awaits.💚