Well yeah, they took my oldest son in 2020 with their Fentanyl, but I think of it more as a nightmare I can't wake up from. My youngest in 2007 with their crack, my late husband in 1999 with their cancer.
My current husband had a stroke in 2003, and a heart attack in 2004. I do not want to have anymore family die, or they can just take me with them.